Jul 07 2009
Venting: You Have Just Been Deleted from My Life
You walk around pretending to be the “best I ever had” and “different than other men,” yet once the mask comes off, I see right through your charade. Please do no insult my intelligence in playing these first date games with me, because I am far too advanced for that nonsense. It is always nice in the beginning, but the complete 360 is totally uncalled for. That is like me going from Glenda the “good witch”, and turning into the “wicked witch” of the South (I’m from the South - not the West). You don’t like it and neither do I. So stop wasting my time.
Simply put: Say what you want, try having a little conviction in saying it, and leave the rest up to chance.
Quit trying to dictate how you or I feel. I am a big girl and fully understand now that sometimes, “he’s just not that into you” (great movie by the way). Truth be known, sometimes, I’m just not that into you either sir. And contrary to the other women you have had the unfortunate chance in meeting my dear, I rarely deter from the original plan of dating to find a compatible match that will hopefully lead to a more serious relationship in the future.
I am not a cut buddy! I REPEAT: I AM NOT A CUT BUDDY! Meaning: You can not just use me for the infamous farce of pre-marital sexual innuendos and experiences that men are well-known for obsessing over. There is more to this woman than what is “at the meeting of my thighs” (Maya Angelou “Still I Rise” – read it).
Be who you are and never differ from that because in the end, playing me is only you playing your self sweetheart. I am far too precious, sophisticated, and intelligent for you to attempt to run game on me. Been there, done that, and have the scars AND HEALING to prove it, young sir. Yes, you are young even if not in age. You are young-minded and weak, and change who you are and how you treat me when I have done nothing but give you 110% realness from the very beginning of this courtship. I know what I want and I communicated to you what I wanted and yet here I am still writing about you. Not only have you been deleted from my phone list in my cell phone, as to avoid calling or texting your pathetic behind, you have just been deleted from my life – and that’s me being NICE!
~L.Michelle
